Summer 2009

I find myself here in Az not knowing really what I'm doing or where I'm going with my life. I've been thinking about possibly relocating to another state and start my life in the direction I want it to go. Honestly though the only thing that stops me is my mom, I would hate to be away from her but she has been super supportive about my plans. I would miss my sisters, nieces and nephews. I love them all more than anything in this world but I really feel that being in Arizona is not where I'm suppose to be.
 
Now everyone asks why Florida? Well it was highly recomened and seriously who hasn't heard of Daytona Beach, FL??? I looked into the apartments out there and jobs and so far it looks pretty promising. I really feel that a change like that will be good for my soul, its not like I'll never get to see my family again right? Or my friends! Whoever wants to come and visit me is more than welcome to! Like I said the only thing that makes me change my mind is not being close to my family but if you look at the big picture I yearn to start living, I don't like the direction I'm going and to live less than five miles from the beach would be paradise. Besides, everyone that surrounds me has their own lives and I can't try to mesh myself into their lives, I gotta start my own. Now while on my quest maybe just maybe one day I'll meet that someone special and get married have the family I've always dreamed of ya know all that mushy stuff! Because clearly I've had my dose of men here in AZ and uh NOT GOOD LOL! Whatever, even if I don't meet anyone its all good, thats not my reason for moving anyway. However I don't feel I need to explain or justify my reasons for such a drastic change, all I can say is I'm ready to start my life and staying in Arizona is not part of my plans.
 
I'm super excited for July because that's when I'll be going to Daytona to scope it out.So I have decided to begin the process and start looking into my relocation, however I don't plan to make the actaul move until next year unless I find a company to relocate me now ;-) 
 
I'm super jazzed! But since every other choice I've made for myself has been a disaster I'm sure one more won't hurt!